letting go

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Being one of the few original members of the taxidermy community I have seen ALOT. Though quite Frank from the time I started as a pesky highschooler to an adult. Things have changed. 

I have things going on and honestly I don't even know if I want to continue. There's not much here and I have seen a good and bad time. I doubt I could ever quit but in the end when I start questioning where I am now and where I'm going. I don't see much of this. 

I have so much going on and I am personally fighting my own sickness. There's a few things that keep me but in the end, their all just objects.

I have a car I need to pay off by spring. That's 18,000 I don't have and even though NEMI is back. He's slowly showing signs. I pushed him too far from what his body could handle. I could feel it in the way he shifts. There's going to be an issue soon. So down the road I'm waiting for his transmission to fail. And for a challenger that's a few grand.


Either way, since I have so much going on. Loss of interest and clearly money (this house sucks every penny from me) I may be selling a huge section of my collection if anybody is interested. And I considered just leaving everything once it's said and done and starting over 



Its stupid thoughts but either way I have a CRAP load of pelts I'm never really going to mount and a car that needs to be paid off here soon! 

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Esaki's avatar
Ah Nemi, i hope things lighten up for you soon! :tighthug: