Little Red

its almost been a year for me; for her its been longer than that. You think i would have the courage to tell her but i couldnt say it. i just couldnt say it out loud simply because i didnt want to continue to remind myself why i hate so much. My words would be meaningless to her for she already knows. locked away for over a year in a tailer; time can only pass unchanged as the world out side falls apart from under her tires in utter silence. Now finally after over a year maybe two she can see light again but it brings no good news for it is only i. When I look at her I honestly see what is going to happen to Nemisis after I die. To be Left alone after that connection dies.

No matter what the title says shes not my car, i dont think she will ever be my car. maybe several years from now we may finally come to an agreement. all i am here for is to make sure nothing happens to her and his legacy lives on. she is that volt holding a time that would never come again filled with Ashes. Soon my time would come and she would embark on another journey for the last time.  


In the mean time...........we just have to get along.