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I've spent years trying to process and understand why my brain would make a mockery of all the evil things that I've witnessed, that I'm afraid of, in the form of my nightmares.
I've eventually figured out that my unconscious needs to play these things out in order to actually process, store and log what happened, as when awake I do my upmost to actively not think about it. Even more importantly, it helps put me in a position of power in my head where in reality I was helpless and had no control over the situation, so in my nightmares my brain DOES have full control of what is happening - even if I can't stand to look at those things, I am the one in full control. Even if not consciously.
I hope that makes sense. It sounds like your soul is trying to preserve itself by doing the same thing.
I've eventually figured out that my unconscious needs to play these things out in order to actually process, store and log what happened, as when awake I do my upmost to actively not think about it. Even more importantly, it helps put me in a position of power in my head where in reality I was helpless and had no control over the situation, so in my nightmares my brain DOES have full control of what is happening - even if I can't stand to look at those things, I am the one in full control. Even if not consciously.
I hope that makes sense. It sounds like your soul is trying to preserve itself by doing the same thing.